Lost Love

This time for real she’s gone.& I can’t stop tearing.As our song plays non-stop on my speakers,memories of us flashes.Be it the first moment I saw you,the sweet kisses we had & the time-stopping moments laying in bed.

I could see how she never fights for us again.I could see my feelings were unnecessary.My opinions were pushed aside to make ways for other people’s.She wouldn’t change her ways.even for me.As soon as I gave her a break, she went to msn straight.Perhaps all this while I haven’t been good enough.I haven’t been providing enough.I should be better.For her,I should have changed.I tried,I really tried, but I guess it just wasn’t enough.

You,my dear, are someone precious.You deserve better.& not everyday fights from me.You don’t deserve to be cursed at.You don’t deserve to be shout at even when I’m angry.Because after all,you are my life.

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