Can’t you see I feel neglected?

Friends are friends.I never in a million years would mind.But I feel neglected.Its been some time since we had our own private moments.You can’t find time to spend with just me but you can go out to the movie with a guy.I know he’s your friend.But jealousy would surely occur.If a girl from my workplace ask me out to movies.Just us two,I’m very sure you won’t like it one bit.You know I don’t like it yet you still go.Which blardy guy would not be jealous if his girl went out to the movies with another guy.You still have the cheeks to say “You mcm showing that you tk suke aje.You sure you okay with it?”.gawd.I wanna watch percy jackson badly.you know that.i was saving to watch with you.

I rejected a friend’s offer to watch together.I said “Sorry I planning to watch it with my girl.She loves that movie so much.”Well look what hapen now.I’m not mad nor angry.Just dissapointed.I just don’t want to tell you about how I feel cause i aint wanna make you feel as if I’m one controlling bastard.Jealousy is inevitable.Face it.

& for the record,I’m still hanging on to your words to come over and just slack watching movies and eating.& yeah it hurts so much that I cooked for you yesterday.bekalkan lagi.not a thanks.not a look.not a taste.well i guess my cooking is no different than trash.

It’s always the small things that makes the big difference.Ikah please open your eyes & see that I have feelings that needs to be taken care of too.Whatever happens,just so you know that I love you.

Riri<3