August 2010
1 post
Lost Love
This time for real she’s gone.& I can’t stop tearing.As our song plays non-stop on my speakers,memories of us flashes.Be it the first moment I saw you,the sweet kisses we had & the time-stopping moments laying in bed.
I could see how she never fights for us again.I could see my feelings were unnecessary.My opinions were pushed aside to make ways for other people’s.She...
July 2010
1 post
Change
It has been awhile since i updated so here I am once again updating.Nothing much has change.except the fact that unwanted things have been happening to cost the lost of trust.She said she love me.no matter what.I know I’m not the best bf you could ask for.I have the worst temper.But i do have feelings.You may not realise is but things have change.The fact that you contacted other guys,i have...
June 2010
1 post
I Love You,Cinta.
Sorry for leaving.Sorry for the sudden move.But I’m not for you.I’m not being the best for you.I wanna be.I will be.One day,when I’m good enough I will come back.When I first met you,I made a promise to myself.I said this time,I won’t allow myself to hurt you.You deserve the best.I’m not being the best for you.I still remember the first few moments with you when I...
February 2010
4 posts
Worried
Here I am checking my phone every 5minutes.
I’m just blardy worried if anything happens to you.haish.
Oh & just to get back to you,I’m gonna sulk on this for days.HMPH!
Blinded
Can’t you see I feel neglected?
Friends are friends.I never in a million years would mind.But I feel neglected.Its been some time since we had our own private moments.You can’t find time to spend with just me but you can go out to the movie with a guy.I know he’s your friend.But jealousy would surely occur.If a girl from my workplace ask me out to movies.Just us two,I’m...
Responsibility
I’m turning 19 & I do have to behave the way Im supposed to. I may laugh like a clown.Cry like a child.But I must think like an adult.
I’m no longer who I used to be.I’m different.Things have changed & its wonderful this way.I’ll show you how much you mean to me.
So wats new,errrr.Got attached.loving her.loving her friends and family.Everything is turning out well...
January 2010
4 posts
1 tag
formspring.me
Let truth betold. http://formspring.me/RiriSihhh
Wish List
Getting my pay soon & I’m planning too damn soon to spent hundreds of dollars already.fuck care i tell you.I’m spending so for the next few months i don’t need to spent anymore.So here is the list the remind myself once again. -Rebonding at JeanYip
-SemiAcoustic Guitar
-Punching Bag
Girls.
Again
Finally updating my blog.well things have been happening.work,friends admitted into hospital,loved ones hurt.alot.As much as things may be happening,life has to go on.I could just wish Iman,may you get well.I realie pray the best for your health.Amin. Speaking of work,I’ve been working quite slack-eyyy.hahas.yet my pay for this month is acceptable.manager suddenly called my mum and talk to...
December 2009
5 posts
Imperfect Perfections
It’s been long since this section has been updated.I recently Myrr’s blog and I was so touched by her post.It was about her lovelife with her bestfriend.I truly agree with her.In Love,its the small things that makes big differences.
Its the minor things that we are able to remember like when we blush after holding hands for the first time.Just like how our thoughts ponder when we have...
Job
Eurasian Mistaken
[Everyone may not know it but when I’m speaking seriously in English,I maybe saying unneccasary words like “yea” at the end of my sentence.Thus as I was working few days back,a malay auntie asked my mum if I was eurasian in malay.I was there smiling.I replied “No lah auntie,I’m pure malay.”(in malay of course) She replied to me, ‘I...
Big City Dreams
I now have a new goal.I will have my own performance one day when people would watch me perform my own originals.When I have a goal,I do it.
-to perform my originals
-massive rollerblading in Republic Polytechnic
-relief-teaching
Birthday
Firstly,I want to thank everyone.And I really mean everyone.For all those wishes and presents and all.Means so mucht o me.I never ever had a birthday like this.I guess cause I alwaes hide myself from the world during this particular day.
So let me explain what happened.I was slacking with the ppl at vista.when 12 strikes,they threw waterbombs filled with tissues at me.they want to campak...
November 2009
4 posts
Morning
Good morning to everyone out there.I’m freaking sleepy.AND HUNGRAYYYY!I neeed food.people people,check out the latest vid.mp3 version of Sayang & Cinta.it’s a duet with reeree dear.hahs.its a song for the past.New song coming right up.An english song.hehs.oh and gosh i got a fucking huge pimple on my nose bridge.its dissapearing though after like 3 days?and I’m getting better...
Back
Just a short post to say that I’m back baybehhh.back to blogging.after reformating my whole laptop and reinstalling my windows 7.Nothing much has change liaos.been enjoying like so hell alot.tried new things and met new friends.
Now I’m starting a new hobby which is rollerblading.I need to practice more liaos den perhaps I can achieve my goal.Which is to skate around republic poly...
October 2009
10 posts
Just Stop It
Dropping your ego,giving in and admiting the facts won’t kill you.At times its just too much.I feel that my silence is being taken advantage.I’m just in a flabbergasted state.I know I’m no much better.I’m not trying to pick up a fight or anything.Just to let you know.haish
Too Afraid
Sorry haven’t been updating these few daes.I’ve been quite busy these few daes.Thanks alot ReereeDear for the surprise movie treats and seoul garden.enjoyed it very much.Spent nights with Are-kenn.gosh.i tell you,we just can’t shut up sia. “I Know You Love Me, XOXO!” gawddd.stop it kenn.irritating gileee. “Like OMG! TSK.” hahas.those in bolds are wat...
Under The Moonlight (original)
Imperfect Perfections
Face the facts people.Girls are no better than guys.I’m taking neither sides.It all depends on the person,not the gender.Everything a guy is, a girl has been.Being egoistic, step fana, arrogant, fake and many more. And guys,face it.You’re egoistic.You’re gonna say nobody is going to control you and tell you what to do even when you get married.I tell you,bullshit.You will follow...
Imperfect Perfections
Relieved.I’ve let things out and the weight was lifted off my chest.To move on people,is to accept the facts.Face it head on.To plurkers I known to have listened to my advice and moved on.Congratualtions.Don’t be afraid to face the challenges.God gives us challenges because he knows we are strong enough to handle and overcome it.So face it with a smile.A wide one (= Riirii Take a step...
Moving Forward
Not gonna update much.soooo the lazy.ciggarettes and milo(s) have been my companion these past moments.spend such great times with reeree and arekenn.recording songs and laughing our asses off.Days never been more brighter,nights never been more beautiful.Oh yea forgot to mention,we broke up.Not gonna elaborate more.Things are being let go and we both are moving on finely without each...
Imperfect Perfections
Wonder people.What if the one person,you had cared , loved, changed for.Suddenly tells you he/she no longer loves you.Let me tell you.Its a blessing.Thank that person for telling the truth.Let things go.Move on and wish the best for that particular person.Don’t regret loving him/her.Smile for her. Riirii Same Script,Different Cast.
Imperfect Perfections
Is Ignorance Truly Bliss? For me,I simple take things head on.To move on in life doesn’t means we have to ignore the bad parts.First we must learn to accept the facts even though it hurts.But at times,yes we have to ignore our feelings eventhough it burns strong just to see our love ones smile. Riri It hurts to know I may not be the one for you.